Cause for the previous two post, I've realised 3 things! 1) Well, for one, I was worrying too much for nothing! Cause there wasn't even an issue to begin with! It's just my senses got too worked up! There was nothing wrong from the start! The stupid thing that I was so afraid of, was not even there! And all problems were solved!
2) I realised how many people are always ther by my side, even tho some I've hurt, but they are still there for me. I thank you all! =) All the messages and such was just shocking! Like from sooooo many of you! Esp scand and someone who I think I've hurt but he was more worried about how down I am.
3) And third, I got to reveal someone's foxy evil devil horns. Her name starts with the letter "V". Yes I don't care since you hate me anyway. This is what she wrote.
overwhelming Last night I came across an old friend's blog and she was saying of how things are going bad and such. It wasn't like I hate her or anything, but I suddenly had this cold feeling inside me.
She deserves it.
I believe in things like karma, and that if we're bad to someone else, we'd get back twice as much. Well, I may be cruel but I didn't feel like I was wrong feeling that way.
Well I'm sorry to let you know, but karma hasn't really appeared. Cause everything is the same as it was. I deserve it? Well it just made me realise that I was wrong and that my friends are still there for me.
As someone said to me. "She's paranoid or become evil"
Yup! I dittoo that so well. =)
She claims that I don't have the guts to say it to her face, but look at who's got no guts to say it at who's face? Din't you use the same method that I used to talk back to me? HAHAHA. I wonder who's talking now. =)
Yes I'm becoming evil too. But don't worry, I'll place my evilness all on you. I'll give you my full attention cause I know how attention seeking you are. Esp from all those around you who keep tellinge me you are attention seeking. No more will I tell them "No lah, she's just louder than the rest" or stuffs like that, cause it seems like you dont appreciate everything. So why should I stand up for you anymore? Let me bitch with all your friends about you. =) You un-appreciative girl.
You're being back-stabbed. I hope you realised.
But of course, I won't tell you who.
pieces of me @ 6:11 PM.
Thursday, November 12, 2009
Life has been full of UPs and DOWNs. Where has the happy life gone to?
Disband? Distants? Disagreements?
Please stop! ):
Isn't it ironical? Work is the place that I'll feel super happy! Where I'll forget everything. Once I step out of work, BOOM! Reality comes back. I truly understand what people meant by working to forget things.
T.T
if crying helps, I'd cry a river. if wishing helps, I'd pray for a meteor. if smiling helps, I'd be the sun.
but sometimes, exhaustion takes place. and all loses motivation.
why can't everything be right?
pieces of me @ 10:38 PM.
I need you to understand that I'm not perfect. I need you to understand that I can't do everything right. I need you to understand that I can be frustrated too.
I hurt people, yes I admit. But I get hurt too.
I wanna talk to you. Please listen to what I have got to say Will you give me a chance? Will you try to understand me? Can you forgive me?
I don't want things to be this way. I din't mean it to happen like this. It hurts, for both you and I. So please, let there be an end. I need you back, as my friend. I don't want to feel distance anymore.
"Though our communication wanes at times of absence, I'm aware of a strength that emanates in the background."
Till then, We need a talk. Just you, me and one cup of coffee
PS: I lost a great friend.
pieces of me @ 10:17 PM.
Sunday, November 08, 2009
Before the day passes by, the new week comes..
I'd like to share an old song! Titled: Unchained Melody.
Most of you might be, wth is this old song? Why are you intro-ing an old song to us, but trust me, once you hear the 1st line, you'll go "ohhhhhh this song!"
Let's fight hard for the week ahead!
Don't start to love me now Not when everything is already over.
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THANK YOU Y'ALL!
pieces of me @ 11:28 PM.
1st Novermber 2009-steamboat
It wasn't new year, but still, we had a mini steamboat together, with me and my family! :D Whoots! Family's are the best ya?
While talking, my dad was like saying "you know what we could have in this steamboat?" My mom replied "beer". And my brother was telling us how beer also had sort of like an expiry date?
And the 3 of them, went to check the expiry dates of all the beers! LOL! Ain't that cute?
That's why, I could say it now, I could say it again, I love my family! :D
A family like this! I'm sure all would want it too!
pieces of me @ 10:35 PM.
31st October 2009- What happened?
Weather was horrible that day! Of all days, it had to be on halloween's day!
Well anyway, went back to school to support BSC for their halloween's day. Before that, met Farhan and Yufei at lounge! It feels super shiok to be in the lounge with so little people. Feel's like our own little home!
And guess what, I got my face in the lounge now! :D Yay!
And just right below Yufei!
I just love the way how the polaroid turns out! I liked it best when not all the colours are formed yet! :D Just like this!
Fion came and we went to deliver walkie talkie to BSC before heading back to lounge for our a bit pathetic magie mee dinner! Iman came and save our day with coins! It gets more and more! :D
Kah Yuen and Jon Lee came and we played a super retarded game! From one game, I changed it into another game on the spot with the same logs! LOL! The mind of a programmer! It definately was more fun after that! Everyone there can vouch!
We went digging around lounge for items to put on!
Mummy brothers!
A death fariy? LOL! But apparently, dispite trying our best to dress up for the event, I was named a stupid dustbin by a maincom. Wow? So much for spending the time to dress up and even giving face to attend. Plus the fact that I din't even know her? I din't even know she was the maincom until almost at the end of the day.
This was Farhan's doing! LOL! So many random stuffs I swear!
Kah Kah Kah Kah Kah Kah Yuen! :D
I'm sorry that I gave faces to people I know tho. That goes to those who attended the thing with me, and to the friends in bsc, esp the station like eugene shihua curly.
Mini gathering! Aww! Love them so!
pieces of me @ 10:32 PM.
30th October 2009- Oh rainy day
Went for lunch dispite the SUPER DUPER UBER HEAVY RAIN! And look at my shoes after that! LOL!
Went to M hotel just to blowdry our shoes cause there ain't no hand dryer at our toilets.
Takglam Joyce!
Released myself at 6.30pm that day cause I din't want to reach there to be doing nothing!
Went to Macs and ate! They were all going bonkers over the monopoly game thingy. Mac sure is smart! Sharon's whole department and even my dad's department are going mad over Mac's monopoly game.
Stood outside cathay and had a head shaking session with DBS brothers! LOL! I swear it was dam funny! :D Yixiang really dam retarded I swear.
Look at Denver's imba eyebrow! HAHAHAHAHA RETARDED RIGHT!
I couldn't take it and decided to try too! :D
After that its just super retarded shots!
I like this shot of Denver! LOL!
Pooled afterwards!
And headed for our usual Kbox session! :D We cannot live without K! Actually we can, just that we don't know what to do.
TGIF? Or, SFIH
pieces of me @ 10:11 PM.
29th October 2009- chomp chomp
Today is I-day! LOL! =D What is "I"? I think only my boss know! HAHAHA!
Stupid long queue while waiting for the stupid access card! Rawr!
Got home pretty early today! The sky that day was very unique! It had a dark shade at the bottom, a white shade in the middle with a light shade of blue on top. Magnificent!
Went to chomp chomp after that. Thanks to Dawn for driving! =D Never to be missed Bamboo drink!
Big head!
Stingray! [Bedok 85's nicer]
Whoots! Are we good or are we good? :D
Some Godlike chicken wings!
and.. TAUHUAY! =D! All in just 10bucks each! [okay, dawn paid a lil more]
Drove down to Pasir ris and climbed the spider web thingy and had a lil chatt! :D Camwhored at a toilet there.
Dawn drove both of us home after that! =)
Something bad is gonna happen! I just know it in my heart!
pieces of me @ 10:01 PM.
28th October 2009- Basketball!
Awww! Work that day was super sad! Cause Sebast wasn't there! But thankfully, there was still Joyce! Yay!
Anyway, after work, met Weeyou and Yan in the train and headed off to school together. Cause I thought that that day would be the last time to support them for basketball! I have always been there for the first and second year, and won't be able to support them for the finals, so the prelims is the best I could do.
Soooo, I took a lot of shots! HAHAHAHAHAHA! I SWEAR A LOT! BECAREFUL K! SPAMS AHEAD!
:D Within half match!
Their interesting punishments! Whatever the opponent score, they must do that amount of pushups! At the last round, me and yufei randomly commented that they had to do x3. And they did it! LOL! Even tho nobody agreed to do it! The last match they had to do 33 or 36 pushups! LOL! Dam funny! Must slowly see the pictures, how they slowly cmi.
Here they still can do some pushups.
Signs that they are about to cui soon!
CUIIII! LOLL!
Dinner afterwards!
From prelim rounds, lose practically all, to getting 2nd, to getting 1st! They sure have grown!
Suddenly everyone realise Everyone else is growing!
pieces of me @ 9:49 PM.
27th October 2009- Sudoku?
Went to tamp after work to meet Xinneh and left to school for Sudoku after that. Played 2 matches before leaving cause Siewlin's friend left.
Sudoku wasn't as easy okay! It was so big that we mistook a lot of boxes for each other! Bending down constantly made our bodies super tired as well! Rawr! It was the worst! Aches and aches after that. I think I'm getting old!
Went to eat KFC! This was all that's left! So sad right! When I bought this, instantly I thought of scandal and TBC times! LOL! Dam nostalgic.
See xinneh, she so sad!
I swear I'm never gonna eat Shroom burger again! It sucked big time! Bleah!
This picture is called love okay. Knowing she disliked onions and we forgotten to ask the person to remove, I help her remove most of it. Hurhurr.
Stats for that day: Draw 0, Draw 1. =(
Body aches! Who could have imagined!
pieces of me @ 9:19 PM.
Saturday, November 07, 2009
24th and 25th October 2009
Staying at home for the weekends might not be as bad as you think. I got all the rest I could get for the busy next week that I'll be having! =))
Besides, what could be better than looking at a nice sky view upon waking up?
Just this time, I enjoyed my time to the fullest while staying at home!!
It's not as bad as you think Resting and relaxing!
pieces of me @ 8:49 PM.
26th October 2009- How random a dinner?
Was released later from work that day. So I have decided to meet Sharon and Denver to go home, plus just nice they release earlier. And who knows, while waiting for them, we found ourself bu zhi bu jue waiting for Weichoy. And in the end we went for dinner! LOL!
Anyway, something that was really funny was that FATTY Weichoy's belt BROKE! HAHAHA! See lah! Must be you too fat! It's dam funny I swear! The belt's material was dam good but it still broke!
Went to marina for dinner.
After that we had a talk! I swear that talk was the funniest ever! Stupid Weichoy island. Stupid Denver trying to make use of "me being the sun" with his stupid winter wear! LOL! Seriously stupid!
Went home after that! :D
Stupid national item! Stupid slogan! LOL!
pieces of me @ 7:45 PM.
Tuesday, November 03, 2009
Something to make my not so perfect day perfect ytd.
Eric came to find me and talked to me! That's not all!
While taking, he say his friend was looking inside kfc and said "eh see got chio bu or not" then after that he said "eh got leh" and it was us! HAHAHA! After we just crapped all the way. Wooooo!
About sudoku, I don't wanna talk about the things that happened cause I don't believe complaining can do anything and mayb cause some hurts. But I do know that no matter what, we cannot get 4th! And we gotta do our best!
Okayyy. Break time is over! Back to work!
pieces of me @ 12:37 PM.
An imperfect perfectionist;
Adores the rain;
Loves the hugs;
Craves for happiness;
With a handful of love;
Video: Righteous Brothers "Unchained Melody"
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Temasek Polytechnic
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